Yes.. Last night I could not sleep. I stayed up till 5 in the morning writing a talk on the Strength of youth. I knew that if I did not get these things written down, that I would be in trouble with Heavenly Father. I'm thinking that its for my Home coming talk.. but I do not know.
So after finally getting to bed, I didn't have a very nice dream. It was a bit of a downer, and scary. I was walking across a bridge with Sister Louderback and then we saw a Giant man swimming in the lake, well, in my dream Giants can't see unless they are in water.. but they can hear REALLY well. So we ran to a near by playground and hid in the slide. well.. I slipped and fell in the water and the giant caught me.. and HE KEPT ME! I was his prisoner. Then the light filled the room and I was awake for the day. I don't know what it meant but I do know that I was very frightened. This led into a depression fit. I laid in bed not wanting to move or get up. These are very discouraging. I asked Sister Louderback if she'd ever felt this way. She said yes, and also that she didn't understand why either. So I struggled with that answer. after laying there for a few hours, and Sister Louderback being so kind and patient with me, I got up and showered. In the shower, I shed a few tears and begged Heavenly Father to help me snap back. Suddenly I felt a miracle forming. I finished my shower with a smile and decided that I was going to change my attitude. That is not something that is particularly easy for me... But I felt so much better. I was able to continue on and Teach Lynn about the importance of tithing.
What a blessing to know that our Heavenly Father knows us all very well and that he will help us when we do all that we can!
I'm looking forward to Thursday! We are going to the Zoo! HOORAY!! one day I'll upload pictures. When I figure out how..
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